Thursday, September 01, 2005

No one cares anymore. I have been left alone again. It hasn't been too long, but it feels like a thousand years. I thought this must be the end, but its only another turn. It doesn't matter how tight you hold your ears in this place, for the silence is still deafening. Or how hard you try to move forward, for the heavy weight of despair will always hold you back.

I have been betrayed again, and I am still not used to it. How come one can get used to this world, but never to its melancholy. Who will call the verdict in this trial. Is it me or is it them again. When do I get a chance to tell them that all this bureaucracy is not necessary. When will they know that this trial is only a puppet show and that we are all condemned here. When will they find out that we all have been betrayed and that salvation is nothing but a dream. When will they start doubting their puppeteer. When will they ask their puppeteer to show his face... When will it be that we condemn our puppeteer.

1 Comments:

Blogger Nadia Rozental said...

Its interesting when we realize it may be all up to us, huh? no puppeter but oneself. and whether we are ready to make ourselves responsible for our actions or not shows perfectly in all of us.

4:15 PM  

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